Dated : The nite of 16th Sep
I am filled with vengeance..which is due to a no. of factors: betrayal, lies, unkept promises and the fact that i am alone in the house makes me feel all the more worse.
I just want to insult, humiliate all those responsible for making me feel so.....but then though it might be a temporary relief, wont it promote such feelings..wont i feel more vengeful again and again..isnt it like 'aag ko hawa dena'......huh...
So all i have done is that i have shut my mouth and forced myself into silence.....speaking when required and with utmost caution.
I feel like digging a grave and burying my heart in it...life seems so much better without it.
thank you all
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i started this blog a few years ago, and with it i feel i've grown a bit.
so many people i met on its pages, some are with me, some in memories
remain. and...
5 comments:
hmm i dont think u should bury your heart.. for if u cant feel the bad stuff u wont also be able to feel the good stuff eh?
hang in there.. i know it sounds preachy but hang in there..
been through one of those days myself...just feeling screaming out loud but instead just swallowing all that anger huh??
let it out though ..u'll feel better
Nahi yaar...i dont want to hurt anyone else too....if i burst out it wl b too harsh, for them and me also...thats y m so bottled up :|
kya hua tha? kuch bolega bhi ya nahin?
Hey alok...agar bataney key liye shabd hotey to bata deta naa.... :| I guess somethings r better left unsaid..
-Pushkin
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