Feelin Hurt

Dated : The nite of 16th Sep
I am filled with vengeance..which is due to a no. of factors: betrayal, lies, unkept promises and the fact that i am alone in the house makes me feel all the more worse.
I just want to insult, humiliate all those responsible for making me feel so.....but then though it might be a temporary relief, wont it promote such feelings..wont i feel more vengeful again and again..isnt it like 'aag ko hawa dena'......huh...
So all i have done is that i have shut my mouth and forced myself into silence.....speaking when required and with utmost caution.

I feel like digging a grave and burying my heart in it...life seems so much better without it.