Who Am I??

Delhi->hyd->Pune, India
An environmental engg turned Software Engg working for a MNC. U cn call me Peenuts..thats what my long lost frend used 2 call me, and its in his memory.

5/29/08

Addicted 2 Solitude

Zindagi kati jaa rahi hai bina kisi hisab key...

yahi haal ho gaaya hai is nanhi si zindagi ka..get up in th morning without a purpose...and go to sleep without any accomplishment..zindagi hi zindagi sey marhoom ho gayi hai...

like 2 b alone.......work alone,glued to my desk in the corner of th bay...akeley hi breakfast karney ka mann karta hai..akeley hi snacks key liye nikal jaata hoon..aakeley hi bike pey ghoomney...n the worst part is i hav started preferring 2 live like this..dont hav any topics 2 talk abt na kisi ki baat sunney ka mann nahi karta...khana bananey ka mann karta hai par bas apney liye...hav started to become insensitive to the presence of people arnd me..koi saath ho to m my chirpy self..but the moment m alone..i feel ki bas aisey hi kat jaye zindagi...(despite the fact that i hate to think like this)

Zindagi bas kati jaa rahi hai bina kisi hisab key...
aisi zindagi main rakha kya hai!!!

P.S I finished reading The Inscrutable Americans yesterday..nice book..kept me glued...just the ending ws again a happy one..like any other Hindi movie...wonder how it wud hav felt if it ended on a sad note...haan haan i know ki agar zingadi ki happy ending nahi hui that means kahani abhi baaki hai, but then who said that the story had to end...kahani baaki rehney detey..wht say???

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

hmmm
i wish u cud online more frequently!! u plz take care of urself
bye fr now

- MM

Anonymous said...

cud come* online

Sorry, missed that one...
- MM

adi said...

MM, uske online hone se bhi koi farak nahi padta :)

Peenuts said...

And wht is that suppossed to mean!!!!????

Anonymous said...

:) mujhe toh padhta hai farak! it's nice seeing everone once a while na... somehow, helps develop a feeling ki life is in balance!

- MM

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