Mixed Feelings

Sitting in my ofc..on a friday evening...its past 6 par mera ghhar jaaney ka dil nahi....want to go to some quiet place jahan bas main hoon...bas main.
Was very angry in the morning..raat ka gusaa utarney ki bajaye aur chaadh gaya tha...and it made me feel all the more worse..Read the 90-10 principle (wil talk abt it sometime later) by Stephen Covey..but still cudnt control the 90%.....had got carried away by the 10%...itna gussa aa raaha tha ki baithain baithain aansu nikal rahey they...but even that dint help much....ab thaand lag rahi hai(though its warm here)...want to place my hands in the jeans pocket...stand at some place with height and stare endlessly into the darkness...pata nahi aa raat ko kya hoga..i just hope God blesses me with patience and faith...amen!