Who Am I??

Delhi->hyd->Pune, India
An environmental engg turned Software Engg working for a MNC. U cn call me Peenuts..thats what my long lost frend used 2 call me, and its in his memory.

3/18/08

Speechless!!!

Feeling so speechless today...my brain has got numb..and m havin that chilly feelin..that makes the hair on ur head stand......

Had a chat with a 'long lost friend'......yeah.. a long lost friend..because somehow, somewhere our friendship got buried under the dirt of misunderstanding...my misunderstanding...
she did her best...but i cudnt....cudnt take things back 2 the way they were..becoz i had taken a long step backwards......hoping a less of my presence wud give me relief and her some comfort..thinking that i wil reduce my importance in her life myself...which was going to decrease anyways (my thinking)...but today i got 2 know, that all i did was bring tears in her eyes...the last thing i wanted to 2 do...

M on the verge of losing autumn too... i cant see myself losing 2 the 'love' that is in her heart..tht stops her from moving ahead (again my perspective) .. i cant see my wishes for her going down the drain..becoz the friend in me is feeling helpless, and the guy in me wants 2 cry......this is a moment when i feel i have put my 100%, and then leave everything to God.

Patience in God is faith..i wish my faith wil help me sail through..Amen!

2 comments:

autumn said...

dont try to help me so much....nothings gonna come out of it........

losing me....?
lets leave it to god....go where u want to...where u need to....life s abt moving on....i ll manage.......

dont test your patience with me.
and love..........??hmmmmmmm....main bahot khush hun...i repeat.MAIN BAHOT KHUSH HUN !

btw, abhi abhi partho dikha tha........;)

Peenuts said...

Beta..something is gonna come of it...yeh meri zidd hai..atleast jab tak i am with u, near u..i wl keep on tryin...because patience in God is faith, and i have faith.
-Peenuts

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